Give it up

Here is a warning to those who sit around on the night before Ash Wednesday and decide what to give up for Lent:

Pick chocolate, not alcohol!

(for those who do not normally participate in Lent, this is a 40 day period beginning Ash Wednesday and ending at Easter).

I opted for alcohol for this year.
For 40 days.
Shouldn't be a big deal.
It has become, however the most trying of times: My children have decided to push ALL my buttons at the same time. The dog dug down to the PVC piping to chew on it...quite a feat given the ground is still frozen. My friends have suddenly become busy with their families and activities. My work, despite this economy, has become busier and more demanding. My personal trainer is bringing a new definition to the word pain, and Aleeve is not as effective as I remember. The toxic relationships that I thought were behind me have been creeping back into my life and the need for escape is upon me.

Until now I didn't realize that Merlot had become such a good friend. BBQing steaks and roasting veggies isn't the same without that cold beer to hold while I laugh with good friends and the Martini Bar just wasn't the same without those yummy lemon drops.

I am big on commitments. When you start something you finish it. It has been suggested that I simply substitute alcohol for something else. I guess that would make it easier but when you join the soccer team and it gets hard you don't just switch to lacrosse mid season.
The whole point of Lent is to experience something slightly difficult...to persevere.... to endure.
And I will. I will stay committed. Every day until Easter.

And next year, I'll try to remember not to give up coffee!!